 profile notes guests older host Climbing up on Solsbury Hill I could see the city lights Wind was blowing, time stood still Eagle flew out of the night He was something to observe Came in close; I heard a voice Standing, stretching every nerve I had to listen; had no choice I did not believe the information Just had to trust imagination My heart going boom boom boom - peter gabriel >>the players: Enid:not your ordinary princess. Axel: fairy/changling Duncan:new acquaintence Xander:not a forgotten lover. Brother: to Enid. >friends readers book 1 book 2 102 Why can't I be left alone? I've gone all this time fighting my own battles. None of them were easy. It wasn't some fluke. I'm capable? Of course, it doesn't help that Brother won't talk to me now? He thinks less of me, somehow. Did he think I was different? That different? It hurts. His negativity is getting me nowhere. There are only whispers from Xander. He tells me a part of him is alive. I wish he wouldn't talk so soon of it. I have a long way to go. And even then if I give him a son like he says will be true, then what. Then where do I go. I've heard the mysteries surrounding the castle. How many children have gone astray just because they weren't the chosen ones. I can see it now. A part of me wants to keep this a secret. That is if I ever do make it home. But I can't do that. I have to hold on to what I've got. Now. Not tomorrow. I must go on as if nothing has changed. And yet everything has changed.
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