 profile notes guests older host Climbing up on Solsbury Hill I could see the city lights Wind was blowing, time stood still Eagle flew out of the night He was something to observe Came in close; I heard a voice Standing, stretching every nerve I had to listen; had no choice I did not believe the information Just had to trust imagination My heart going boom boom boom - peter gabriel >>the players: Enid:not your ordinary princess. Axel: fairy/changling Duncan:new acquaintence Xander:not a forgotten lover. Brother: to Enid. >friends readers book 1 book 2 40 Maybe things have changed between us. I'm not so much worried anymore about the old hag and what happened between them. It was a mistake. It was long ago. He was different then. Only its hard to forget except I've let it go. Its been on my mind since last night..... When he kissed my forehead, he asked, "Do you remember this?" Tears emerged and I felt terribly sad, almost sick. "Then we shouldn't go there," he said. I shook my head, no. I have to. I don't know if its shame or guilt. "You're stronger now. Thats why you're here. Thats why I brought you here. You were once so fragile, almost nothing, but look at you now. You should be happy to be her daughter." I know he's right. I want to focus now, not then. Not before in some other world. A world I can't even begin to comprehend. And when he kissed my lips, a burden lifted. A new beginning perhaps. Not to look back, but to look to the future. I think I know him now. I know him as he is, not what he was. Not what he could have been. I can sense it now. The oneness. The trust. Its there. Almost in my grasp. And yet its hard work. More toil. When I look at him now, I wonder if he's learned anything. I wonder if I have.
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